Yesterday, as I sat in church I started to think about my diet and health goals. As mentioned from yesterday, I've been struggling with my emotional eating this past 2 weeks (from stressfulness), which has made it really hard to stay on track. I think it really started because we took vacation time and then school started, but with all excuses to the side... I stopped working out with Mr. Sonboul in the mornings.
Now I have a bit of a dilemma... Mr. Sonboul is getting foxy hot and dripping with muscles. Holy crap right?! I can't be fat and frumpy and let him pass me up (I'm way too competitive to let that happen!). He just started P90X and wow! In just 2 weeks I see major changes in him. I have NO desire to do P90 or X, so I've been working out to step and cardio aerobic DVDs. My method is "keep the fat moving" haha.
When I'm on the ball and working out, I see big changes (so I'm not worried about that). I'm more so whining because I've decided to restart my 90 days. I was at almost 60 days in July and then I restarted and was at about 20days... and now today I'll be at day 1. boohoo!
So, today I restart my healthy goals AGAIN! Darn you chocolate... Darn you late night burritos... Darn you whole grain wheat bread that's suppose to be better for me.... when I'd rather it be the white crappy welfare bread! I don't look forward to rebuilding the muscles with soreness and I don't look forward to the detoxing. Nope... I really don't. But I am grateful for my body and I long to see my butt in a size 8 again. Goodbye meals after 7pm. Goodbye chocolate. Goodbye bad habits.
Now, this 90 days is going to suck. There is no hiding it, but I just don't want to wait for the new year to get started again. I am planning on documenting it on here. yep for the world to see. which is rare for me. I just don't take full body shots without an above angle. So tomorrow, I will share with all of you my full body shot in hopes of a little extra motivation. I'm keeping my weight to myself, but I'll share as the number ticks down.
So far I've lost 35lbs. and at the end of my 90 days I'm shooting for losing another 50lbs.
Alright, enough chatting about it and I'm off to workout. Tomorrow I'll post a picture... Lord help me to have the will and strength to post it haha. I'll also be posting how I lose the weight and other tips that really works/worked for me.
See you all tomorrow